[Though his expression doesn't change, internally Riku stops short, Terra's words striking home.
That's what older brothers do?
Is that what they are? Brothers?
There's an answering surge of warmth in his heart, a feeling so strong that it feels like his heart is actually expanding in response to Terra's words. Brothers.
He'd be okay with having an older brother like Terra.]
Heh...
[A smile pulls at the corner of his lips.]
I guess so. But it'll turn out all right. You'll see.
[Truthfully he didn't realize the slip until he takes notice of the way Riku stops, and for a moment he waits for rejection. He spent ten years somewhere, leaving Riku to Xehanort, surely there'd be some kind of rejection of sorts.
But there's not, and he lets his own smile curve. Having another little brother isn't such a bad thing.]
Maybe.
[He's expecting this battle to be worse than what he's heard the one the month before their arrival was like. Things are heating up in any case, which reminds him that he should tell Riku.]
Hey...I'll be in Leathann for the first part of the next month. [He purses his lips together.] The Void's getting closer, and I promised I'd help out when the time came.
[He knows that the Void's been encroaching... but what can they do against it? It isn't like fighting the darkness, where there's something tangible for them to fight against. Nor are they really supposed to be fighting against it, if they're working toward the Seelie goals.
It's still the source of a lot of conflict in Riku's heart, that's for sure.]
[He places a finger to his lips, indicating it shouldn't be discussed over the network, but he's willing to tell Riku if the younger boy decides to meet him before he leaves. He doesn't fully know the extent of Gilgamesh's plans, but he doesn't want to preemptively destroy those plans if Solais is watching.]
I said I'd help evacuate. [Not entirely a lie, but something to tell him there's more to it, and his lips purse together.] I don't want to see anyone else orphaned.
[If he couldn't back the Seelie ideals, he could make it so that people were safe. He didn't like either court's methods of embracing the world's end, but it was something he could do to help.]
It's okay. I wasn't in the best mood either. Not after what happened.
I'll be traveling for the rest of the month. I don't know if I'll ever return to Caer Glaem, let alone Leathann. I have kids to take care of, and they don't need to be caught up in all this. One of them isn't allowed to step inside Caer Glaem's grounds.
I'll be stopping by Kirei's orphanage a bit later, though, if you want to meet up there.
I might have been in a better mood if the man who organized it all didn't think it was perfectly fine to have all that carnage as long as he could get what he wanted.
I might have been in a better mood if it didn't involve that kind of sacrifice at all. Worlds can be saved without sacrificing something in their place, it should be the same.
[Pause, then realises what he just said.]
Uh, they're not my actual kids. They're keyblade wielders who are younger than me, so I need to look out for them.
I expected something might happen. I just didn't think it would be that bad.
[ To put it lightly. ]
I don't believe in destroying more of the world than we're actually saving. I don't know if the Seelie credo is true or not, but I'm going to look into it.
[ As for the kids- ]
Ah, okay. Sorry, I didn't know.
[ Pause, pause. ]
Is one of them a girl? Short, dark hair, blue eyes?
I'm actually going to ask Kirei - I've seen him a few times in Leathann, and I know he preaches about the Void. I'll see what he has to say.
[ Zack feels exactly the same way, really. He was wary of Gilgamesh from the start, but the man wooed him with gentle words and noble intentions. He was stupid enough to fall for it, and now, he can't help but feel used, guilty by association. ]
Yes! A few months ago, I think - she was delivering letters in Leathann, and I noticed she had a keyblade.
[ Even if he doesn't trust the man's connection to Gilgamesh, still, they must be at odds with one another if Gilgamesh has cursed the Void and Kirei preaches about it. ]
I'll come see her sometime. I'm glad she has someone to look after her.
I had to get out of there before I followed through with it. Bastard or not, I won't take another life while under the influence of the Darkness inside me.
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